This Is It!

by Maurice Tani

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This Is It! 01:10
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The Devil in My Ear (Tani) 2002 There’s a pay phone in the hall Just like there is on every floor I hear it ringing through the wall Then there’s a banging on my door Somebody yells the call’s for me And I set down this glass of gin I’ve got a feeling – Yes siree Trouble’s calling me again Ch She’s pouring honey in my ear Sweet little lies I love to hear I’m gonna do things I’ll regret Gonna give more than I get And watch my money disappear My common sense should interfere But she’s sounding so sincere I’ll forget what’s right from wrong When I hear that siren’s song From the devil in my ear I check just how much cash I’ve got To see how much I’m gonna lose I know it’s all gonna get shot On shootin’ dice and shots of booze Why can’t I learn from my mistakes I’m so sure that I want to Not when they’re so much fun to make And I’ve so many left to do
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Out With the Old (Tani) I see my burning bridges My hand burst into flame I seek the cool, cool water As my ship sails out of frame Our bloody lips. Our bleeding heart Call out the ghosts by name And check them off some master list As my ship sails out of frame Out with the old –In with the new Out with the old –In with the new I press against the window So my skin can feel the view Out with the old –In with the new Crack this lacquer box and breath The blackened scent of sin From where we swore we’d never tread Yet found ourselves within Our jaundiced eye. Our bitten tongue The blind. The mute. The lame. What tortures me now calls to you As my ship sails out of frame Chorus
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The Cheap Seats (Tani) The profits were up When they shut this place down And 200 folks lost their jobs In this factory town Now they're makin' it cheaper And almost as good In some third world country out there Than we ever could -- We ain't in the game We ain't on a team We watch from the stands Our American Dream -- We're watching it all  from the cheap seats They sure as hell ain't luxury suites The big screen will show What they want us to know And no matter who loses they win No matter who loses they win – When the big box appeared Just outside of town And within a year most of Main St was dead and shut down There were lots of new jobs The new suburban coal mine Had us workin full time Beneath the poverty line -- We ain't singing the song Ain't even singing along This far from the stage you can't see what's going on  -- We're watching it all  from the cheap seats They sure as hell ain't luxury suites The big screen will show What they want us to know And no matter who loses they win No matter who loses they win -- BRIDGE
We never needed to be rich Never thought that we'd be poor Truth lies somewhere in the middle But there's no middle here no more – SOLO I asked my old man When I was a boy I asked, Dad is our family rich Or are we poor He said “Neither, son” I remember his smile “We're like every one else in this town and the middle's just fine” So, where’d we go wrong What didn’t we see It’s Saturday night In the land of the free  -- We're watching it all  from the cheap seats They sure as hell ain’t luxury suites The big screen will show What they want us to know And no matter who loses they win No matter who loses they win --
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Southern Exposure (Tani) Southern exposure. I need closure I sailed this ship all over the world From the deck of this bar I roamed near and far Looking for a place to unfurl Long summer night. The sun's dim light Sits low in the northern sky It streams in the window, warm golden yellow It's midnight on the fourth of July Months since I got here. The plan is still unclear No rudder but I've plenty of sail The temperature's lonely. It's measured in only degrees of translucent to pale I'm dreading the sunset. It looms like an old debt. I can't avoid and long past due When night falls the stars rise, and light up the dark skies But stars just make me think about home -home and you ===== You were the star to guide me back But when I scan the evening sky Where you once were is empty black And such a lonely fool am I  I'm alright without a home I'll keep busy -I'll make do In the day I'm just alone  but at night I'm without you ===== The sun's my companion. Lighting a canyon -carved deep by a river of love Once overflowing, the riverbed's showing -it must Look pretty sad from above ===== But I was looking for a place  where the sun never sets,  so I'd never have to face Another night with my regrets I'm alright without a home I stay busy -I'll get through In the day I'm just alone  but at night I'm without you In the day I'm just alone  but at night I'm without you ===== Southern exposure. I need closure. 
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Take Me With You When You Go Too Far (Tani) I hear you pacing upstairs Every night until dawn Dragging your baggage around Making your plans to move on I’ve seen you try it before But it’s yet to work out Every road leads somewhere You haven't found the right route I watched you soar too high -I saw you plunge too deep I saw you burn too hot, shine too bright -and sell too cheap I don't care where you're bound I need to cover some ground My bag is packed in your car Take me with you when you go too far Take me with you when you go too far Love is risking it all Skating out to the edge I just bleed on the keys While you stand on the ledge I want to take that chance Of going over the falls This town just blackens the page While the white water calls
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Radio City 04:14
Radio City (Tani) This really is nowhere There’s a red dirt scratch up the mountainside 8 miles long and one car wide My old Buick at the top In a gravel parking lot There’s a 50-foot trailer and a hundred foot mast A 50 thousand watt clear channel blast Across six western states I’m a voice without a face Graveyard shift –Midnight to six All night drivers and urban hicks I’m pullin’ down the feed But I’m burying the lead Out in the distance I can see the lights Dotting the horizon on the clear nights Are you listening? We’re taking calls This is Radio City Top of the hour –it’s the Lovers Line But no caller’s had a heart as broke as mine I whisper in your ear As if only you can hear I say things I should have said I go where I feared to tread But I know that it’s too late To negotiate Out in the distance I can see the lights Dotting the horizon on the clear nights Are you listening? We’re taking calls This is Radio City I was a fool to flee from love Don’t know what I was scared of Look at where I am This really is nowhere A million words won’t win you back A million tears have turned my heart black Still the words leak from my pen And the tears start up again Out in the distance I can see the lights Dotting the horizon on the clear nights I hope you’re listening I wish you’d call This is Radio City
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How Deep Is The Water In Your Well? (Tani) How deep is the water in your well How deep is the water in your well You can see your reflection but that’s no way to tell How deep is the water in your well I was born-next to a mighty-rolling river That flowed-from the mountain-to the sea Fertile and green Was all I’d ever seen So the beauty of the land was lost on me so like many a young man I wandered To see the world beyond the one I had known My eyes were opened wide By the things I saw outside As I walked this lonely earth on my own ————- How deep is the water in your well How deep is the water in your well You can see your reflection but that’s no way to tell How deep is the water in your well I roamed where the wild winds would take me and found myself in a desert dry and cracked I came across a spring And cupped my hands to drink But I found the water bitter and black Then I met a man who offered me water From a well he dug himself upon his land He said that it was pure he said it was a cure but his water was no better than the sand CHORUS ————- IS THERE ENOUGH Water -To satisfy your thirst? IS THERE ENOUGH Water -when the clouds won’t seem to burst IS THERE ENOUGH Water -To grow your children strong Is there enough water there for when the drought goes on too long IS THERE ENOUGH Water -To wash your hands clean? IS THERE ENOUGH Water -to sustain a garden green IS THERE ENOUGH Water -When you're nowhere near the shore Is there enough water there to share with a stranger at your door CHORUS Sometimes I miss my home but I’ve found water It’s fresh and sweet and cool upon my tongue It bubbles from the ground and flows the full year round It’s clean and clear just like when I was young How sweet is the water in your well How pure is the water in your well You can see your reflection but that’s no way to tell How deep is the water in your well
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Bad Boy 03:37
Bad Boy (Tani) Bad boy. Bad boy do me good. Bad boy. Bad boy do me good. I need someone that can do me like a bad man would I took 2 hours getting dressed so I’d be ready on time Now I’ve been waiting on the porch 2 hours while my blood pressure climbs Every time I hear that clock on the wall chime Ch He finally gets around to callin’ sayin’ that he’s runnin’ late Seems he and his buddy got stopped on the interstate He only gets one call so our date will have to wait
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Wash Your Hands (Tani) Has it been a hard day honey? Yeah, I’ve had one too. I just got in the door, Not ten minutes before you. Go wash your hands now baby. Supper is gonna be a while I’ve spent all day just thinkin’ No, -make that “missin’” you How I think we’ve found in each other A love that’s strong and true Go wash your hands now baby Supper is gonna be a while Bridge 1 I got you something special To show you that I care Just give me a couple of minutes baby Then you can come upstairs Find some quiet music On the clock radio Pour us a couple of glasses of wine And turn the lights down low Bridge 2 Josephine had Napoleon Juliet had Romeo Cleopatra had Marc Antony Bonnie had her Clyde Barrow And we have each other A little nation of two Undivided –forever united Just me and you Has it been a hard day honey? Yeah, I’ve had one too. I just got in the door, Not ten minutes before you. Go wash your hands now baby. Supper is gonna be a while
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Color Me Gone (Tani) Take the key to my apartment - There’s a week left on the rent The cash that I poured in that pit - Could not have been worse spent Take the stereo and records There’s a the brand new tv set Take it all for all I care The hell out is what I get Chorus Color me gone – I’m movin’ on Into the night –Gonna drive ‘til dawn. I’ve spent my time –I’m overdrawn I’m in the red –Color me gone Verse 2 There’s coffee in the cupboard The fridge still has some beer If I can’t fit it in the trunk Well, then it is staying here There’s two rooms full of memories But nothing I hold dear Anything I’ve left is yours Cuz I’m so out of here Verse 3 The road tonight is quiet The horizon beckons me Two lanes of lonely black top As far as I can see There’s a point out in the distance That’s where I’m headed to Doesn’t matter where it is The change is overdue
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(Everybody’s Got) Something to Hide (Tani) Don’t ask me no questions Don’t tell me no lies Don’t give me that look with Those big brown eyes Let’s keep it all friendly And enjoy the ride If I slip let it slide Everybody’s got something to hide Stay away from that window Don’t open those blinds I’ll leave by the back door Meet me round behind Keep it down when you’re leavin’ Everything’ll be fine Loose lips sink ships Everybody’s got something to hide My bio’s been retracted My resume’s redacted As a matter of fact it’s All one big lie (All been denied) Don’t ask me no questions Don’t tell me no lies Don’t give me that look with Those big brown eyes Keep it down when you’re leavin’ For the promised land The men don’t know what the little girls understand Loose lips sink ships Everybody’s got something to hide Keep the cat in the bag Everybody’s got something to hide
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Suffer 04:40
Suffer (Tani) We were barely in the foothills The grade was long and slow The mountains towered in the distance But our eyes were on the road As our lips met that first time I felt your fingers at my side gently tracing the space between ribs number 4 & 5 As the road climbed ever higher I caught a glimpse of gleaming steel Mountains towering around us I kept my hands upon the wheel With your lips on my neck I felt the tip on my side gently tracing the space between ribs number 4 & 5 Then you slipped your dagger in smoothly deep into my side twisting it so slowly as we crossed the Great Divide I know you didn’t want to kill me You could have made this so much tougher No, You’d never want to kill me you just want to make me suffer I suffer with desire I suffer in the heat The first pin prick -the needle stick. The lover’s prime conceit Drip by drip -and sip by sip Each heart shaped drop of blood so bitter sweet No, I don’t want you to kill me I just want you to make me suffer
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New Dress 05:11
New Dress (Tani) It was a new day - at the edge of town I pulled up to the sign by the light of the rising sun And with a new brush and some old paint I lowered the population here by one Chorus I’m painting my new dress red As dark as the color of blood in the pale moonlight My new dress is red -tonight -tonight I’d painted myself - into a corner There was nowhere to go in that town of brown & grey Now I’m sketching - my horizon It’s wide and it’s straight and it never fades away Chorus It’s a still night –in a still life I’m cleaning my brushes in a bucket of kerosene It’s a new day –in a new town A match in the bucket and I have my slate wiped clean Chorus
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This Record Sucks (Tani) Spoken: So I’m just sitting at the bar. Minding my own business. Enjoying a little peace and quiet, when I hear a couple of quarters rattle their way down the coin slot of the jukebox. –Two buttons pressed. A couple of clicks. The needle hits the groove…. Oh! I love this tune Though I haven’t heard it in a blue moon It used to be our special song When our lovin’ was so strong It started out so right. Yeah! How could it go so wrong? Now they’re comin’ back to me The reasons why we couldn’t be The weekly fights we’d have each day The silent nights –That divorcee And this stupid song behind it all Man! This record sucks! Chorus: Man! This record sucks What did I ever see in you? This song just makes me think Of all you put me through This record sucks. This record sucks. This record sucks. Solos Now that tune’s stuck in my head Just when I thought that our love was dead Out of mind and out of view This song was done and we were through Hey, I’m so over it. Yeah! Why aren’t I over you? Chorus

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Recorded live. All acoustic

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released December 7, 2018

Maurice Tani - Vocals, Guitar
Henry Salvia - Piano
Mike Anderson - Bass, Vocals
Ken Owen - Drums
Jeanine Richardson - Percussion
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Pam Brandon - Vocals
The Sons of The Soul Revivers - Vocals

Recorded live June 8, 2018
at Freight & Salvage, Berkeley, Calif
by Bob Whifield & Robin Scott (FOH)
Mixed at Greaseland, USA by Kid Andersen
Photography: Ruth Kaiser
Producer: Maurice Tani
Executive Producer for LVF: Jim Pugh

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Maurice Tani San Francisco, California

Maurice Tani is a "supercalifornigraphic" singer-songwriter known for his wry/rye-to-romantic songwriting, agile guitar style and expressive singing. His band, Maurice Tani & 77 El Deora has been the source of untold, but exquisite suffering for over 20 years. Tani now has 8 albums to his credit. The latest is “All In!” recorded at Greaseland USA with an all-star cast of Little Village artists. ... more

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